Earlier I said in my vlog that although I had put to write two blog posts on my to-do list today I was not going to do it, as I did not feel inspired to write another blog post and I did not see the point in forcing a blog post... however I am now writing this. 

About half hour after I had said this I was in the bath relaxing when I began to realise something I wanted to touch on in a blog post, I guess inspiration comes to us when we least expect it. 

I am not going to go into detail because it is quite personal, but the past few months I've had a lot on my mind,  so I have been feeling a bit down and not really myself, however today I found that the thing which has been bothering me did not cross my mind quite so much I think because I was busy vlogging, and when it did pop into my head and I noticed a change in my mood,  I tried my best to not let myself become sad, instead I concentrated on completing my to-do list for the day. 

This made me release how I can transfer this negative energy into positive energy and productivity. 

Since making my first ever vlog a few days ago and decided to buy a camera later this week to start making youtube videos, I feel I have got something to concentrate more on, alongside my blog. 

My brain feels busier and I think because of this I have pushed on those sad feelings I do not need using up space in my head.

I have realised I don't need to carry around this negative feeling anymore if I set myself a goal and channel my energy into achieving what I want and trying to be the person I want to be, and I most certainly do not want to be the girl who cries herself to sleep.

I want to be the girl who tries hards, who's successful and hard working. I want to keep learning and achieving, and hopefully who will get noticed for it.

So here's to trying harder to be who I want to be, and moving my negative energy into (hopefully) success.

If you are feeling a bit down, trying to remember your energy does not necessarily have to stay in the negative space it's in.

xxx